Ego namely ahamkara is the worst
enemy of man and is a big stumbling
block in his spiritual progress.
Our scriptures have given us plenty
of instances of demons, kings and
even sages succumbing to the play
of ego and meeting with spiritual
downfall and ignominy. It is very
difficult to get over the feeling
of "I" and "Mine"
. Lord Krishna while describing
the demonic qualities says in the
Gita that those with such qualities
take pride in themselves, do not
show respect to great souls, are
vainglorious about their wealth
and false prestige and perform sacrifices
in an unbecoming manner.
Aatmasambhaavitaah
stabdhaa dhanamaanamadaanvitaah
Yajante naamayajnayste dambhenaavidhipoorvakam
(Gita 16/17 )
Our Upanishads narrate several
stories for the upliftment of human
beings and aiding their spiritual
progress. One such story is told
in the Kenopanishad recounting the
results of ego.
The devas (celestials) were able
to defeat the demons with the help
of Brahman. But the celestials were
not prepared to accept this fact
and were proud that the success
they achieved is due to their own
prowess and merits.
Brahman wanted to teach them a
lesson and once it appeared before
them as an effulgent entity in the
form a Yaksha. The devas could not
recognize this Yaksha. They asked
Agni ,the god of fire to find out
who this strange phenomenon was.
Agni also agreed and approached
the Yaksha. The Yaksha enquired
of Agni as to who he was. Agni replied
that his name was Agni knower of
every created thing (Jataveda).
Being asked further by the Brahman
as to what he was capable of, Agni
replied that he could burn up everything
on this earth. Upon this, Brahman
placed a straw in front of Agni
and asked him to burn it. But however
much Agni tried with all his might,
he could not burn the straw. Feeling
ashamed at his incapacity, Agni
returned to the devas and reported
that he could not find out who the
Yaksha was.
Then the devas asked the wind
god, Vayu to go and find out who
this Yaksha was. When Vayu went
near the phenomenon, it asked him
who he was . Vayu replied that his
name was Vayu and also known as
Matarishwa meaning thereby that
he could travel through space. Upon
this, the Yaksha asked Vayu what
is his special capability. Vayu
replied that he could lift and blow
away everything on earth. The Yaksha
as before placed a straw in front
of Vayu and asked him to blow it
away. Though Vayu tried with all
his might , he could not even move
the straw. He came back to the devas
and told them that he was unable
to find out who this strange figure
was. Then the devas asked the venerable
Indra himself to find out the truth
about the Yaksha. He also agreed
and when he hastened towards the
Yaksha, it suddenly disappeared
from his view. In that very place,
he saw the resplendent goddess Uma,
the daughter of the Himalayas. Indra
asked her who the Yaksha was .To
this, Uma replied that it was the
Brahman who was responsible for
the success of the devas in the
war against the demons. Since Agni
and Vayu were the first to investigate
the Brahman, approaching it, they
are spoken of as superior to the
other devas and since Indra got
enlightened from goddess Uma that
the strange phenomenon was nothing
but Brahman, he is acknowledged
as superior to all other celestials.
If at the outset, this parable
appears as a very simple story,
the underlying truth and significance
cannot be lost sight of. The senses
are powerless to comprehend the
Eternal Truth if they search for
it as something outside. Without
the grace of the Almighty, it is
impossible to do or achieve anything.
We are only instruments in the hands
of God ( nimittamaatram bhava savyasaachin
-Gita ). The above story stresses
the Upanishadic dictum that the
Ultimate Truth is different from
what is known and beyond what is
unknown. It is nothing but the knower
himself.